NovelFastChapter 464: Lisa: Committed
Chapter 464: Lisa: Committed
LISA
Kellan looks more tired than I've ever seen him. Aside from a drug-induced nap of about forty-five minutes, he
hasn't slept since returning from the ambush, and | heard—from the others—he didn’t sleep much before then,
either.
The hospital chair digs into my back as | shift position for the tenth tin as many minutes. Kellan’s face is a
stoic mask, but he’s perspiring hard.
He might be able to pretend he’s fine, but sweat doesn't lie.
The real problem, though, is... he’s being strangely distant.
Doesn't really wantaround.
Even toldto leave earlier. Not with a raised voice or a nasty tone, but basically said it’s better forto help
out than hover over him. Aren't | supposed to hover?
He’s my mate. This is how relationships work. I'm trying to make it work, but now he’s the one pushingaway.
Which is fine, but the mixed signals make it hard forto know what to do—though I've gained an incredible
amount of insight on how hard everything must have been for him, dealing with me.
I don’t deserve this man.
My hand hovers over his. Is this overstepping? Making promises I'm not sure | can keep? The mate bond thing
terrifies me, but I'm pretty sure I'm in it now. Fully in. Jumped right into the deep end and I'm treading water
here.
| pull back slightly, but before my hand retreats, his shoots out and captures mine. His grip is warm and solid and
everything | ever thought it would be.
"You okay?" His voice is low and rough with exhaustion, though his eyes are closed. He's probably trying to give
Something hot and tight lodges in my throat. Damn it. I'm not going to cry. | sniff hard, pushing back the tears
threatening to spill.
"That's what | should be asking you, dumbass."
A hint of a smile touches his lips. "I've had worse."
"Liar."
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His hand squeezes mine. "I just don’t like you seeinglike this. Stop taking things personally."
"Seeing you like... what? Hurt?"
"Weak." The word sounds like it costs him something to admit.
| stare at him, incredulous. "That's the stupidest thing I've ever heard. Did you think we'd go our whole lives
withoutseeing you weak?"
His eyes open at that, meeting mine. Something shifts between us—the tension ebbs, replaced by a warmth |
feel all the way to my toes.
"So..." A smile spreads across his face, transforming him from stoic warrior to mischievous boy. "You've been
thinking about being withfor the rest of your life?"
Heat floods my face. | grab at the pillow from behind his head, but purposely miss. I'm not that mean. "Do you
want to be smothered? Because this is how you get smothered."
He laughs—a genuine laugh, though it turns into a slight wince. He settles back against the bed. His eyes drift
closed again, but the painful tension is gone from his face.
"Can you get Vanessa?" he asks after a moment.
"She's not on shift."
"Right." He sounds fuzzy, like he’s drifting. "Any doctor then."
As if summoned by his words, the door opens, and a familiar figure in a white doctor's coat walks in.
Dr... something. | don’t remember her name, but | remember her face. Kind grandma lady. Haven't seen her
since Ava was hospitalized so very, very long ago now.
"Miss Randall." She nods atbefore turning to Kellan. "How are you feeling, Beta Ashbourne?"
"I've been better," he admits.
"You've been in Wolf's Landing?" | can’t keep the surprise from my voice.
"About a month ago," she confirms, checking Kellan’s IV. "Was brought in by one of the scouting parties. Good
thing, too; I was on my own. Wolfing out is a young pup’s game. I'm much more comfortable with the pack.
Started working about two weeks ago."
Oh. Tis moving. Things are changing. | missed it. It's been easy to get lost in the bubble of my own trauma,
to miss the mundane progressions happening around me.
"I'm handling night shifts now so Healer Vanessa can rest more," Dr. Beaumont adds casually.
My body stiffens. "Is she okay?"
Dr. Beaumont freezes slightly, her eyes widening. "Oh dear. | suppose | shouldn't have said anything..."
Kellan chuckles. "She’s pregnant."
"Oh. Right." | did know that. Ava mentioned it weeks ago, but somehow I never filed it under condition. It feels
too magical, too life-affirming, to be something so clinical.
"She'll probably start showing soon," Dr. Beaumont says, her tone gentle as she checks Kellan’s vitals. "I'll be
increasing your pain medication, Beta. You need rest to heal properly."
"Thank you," he murmurs.
The doctor moves to the cabinets,
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It isn’t like | try to fight with him, but every t| argue with him, I'm either snarky or defensive—probably not
healthy in the long-term.
Gnawing at my lip, | step closer to the window, trying to squint outside. Something's moving out there, but it's
hard to see in the reflection of the hospital room.
And then | see it—the Mad Prince’s face, staring atthrough the glass. Smiling.
| jerk back so hard | fall onto my ass, but the reflection’s already gone with a single blink.
Not him. Just my imagination.
But the damage is done. My thigh
erupts in searing pain, right where the
bite mark is. | press, mg hadd@gainst
tefeglinblit poise beneath my palm. A
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| didn’t feel it before. | don’t think | ever noticed the times his influence grew over me. But now it’s like a creepy,
crawling feeling wrapped around my soul. Like a spider walking.
"You okay?" Kellan asks, jerking upright and fighting back another wince.
| force my breathing to steady. "Yeah. I'm fine. Just... startled."
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